{t h i a n g J u}

2010-10-31T18:11:00.000-07:00

This few month happen alot of thing's, god give me 2 beautiful living thing in my life. But the other cant stay by my side. Even you got so much money so much laughter await for you you wun be happy after all, bcus all it my fault MY FAULT! i dun have the ability to kept her & let her go off by my side. You wun realised how pain it is & you wun wan to walk my path, it really tough for a women. Everyday & night kept crying when you re-called. It really hurt until the day you had the last breath. I wun forgive myself for what i've done, forever wun forgive myself.

But i realised one thing, my family & my boyf. ( Always there for me when i really need them)

I hope my boyf will realised how hurt is it for me.

(I Prey to god all i hope is she healthy & alot of people will love her as i did )

2010-06-12T04:29:00.000-07:00

Felt so happy very happy yesterday. (: he really lighten me,
although i everytime say he lieing, i really wanted to make him happy all the times.
i at first thought it was impossible for us but now it come true. i scare i was day dreamming. I trusted him and his was sooo cute when he wink at me. (: laughh
it so shy when am saying this

i really like you.

2010-06-09T20:38:00.000-07:00

Hello, it been long i had update.
yesterday when out with yuting my best sister always, i love her alot.
we went shopping and watch killers, the guy very nice and it a funny movie.
as the same we joke around she laugh so loudly lols. other people look at us like we are idiots. (: sometimes being idiot also fun,

Now adays pervert & hongster are everywhere fcuking discusting !
you may fcuk off i will say thank you to you.
makes my day so damn sick,

He msg me today. do i still have feeling for him ? he make me real pain last time. sigh..

2010-05-09T04:53:00.000-07:00

i wish i can dun go school tml, i hate to see you !
i hate to cry again. i hate to be angry. i hate to be sad.

my life turn round & round bcus you.
tml math paper never even had the mood to study, when out with yt.
bought a thing for mum. Left no money le.

i still cant forgot about you. i even dream of you -.-
make me so foolish & foolish.

please make my wish come true, i wanna get sick !
i wish i was insible. no one can see me

hurt's

2010-05-08T07:28:00.000-07:00

i cried bcus you, i was hurt bcus of you, i change bcus of you.

today when out with yuting, felt as usual. i bought sun flower for my mom.
i kept smiling like nothing happen. (:

going out later with mr.KELVIN ! treatting me macdonald. wahhahas !

2010-05-07T08:30:00.000-07:00

It really hurt badly, when i know the truth
fcuk the love!

(:

2010-05-06T07:04:00.001-07:00

This photo takes today, i was like omg this pictures was the nicest smile i ever had.
i everytime smile my friend say very werid ask me dun smile !! rawr..
today whole day stay at home again, i was a homie girl from now on
make my friend puke lol ! Priscilla birthday is TML.
i wish i wun fall asleep in 12am. Den i will be the first person who said happy bday to her shes my best friend for years, i love you. Tml bday bash bash you (:
laugh look forward tomorrow. wish all your dreams come true man.

Exam (:

2010-05-05T06:12:00.001-07:00

Exam coming, making me fcking stress. Rarely blog no adays been lazying ! (:
that day when swimming with bel & her brother. Hass ! His brother so cute scare of water den kept smiling at me. Worst part is that it rain after 1 hour -.-
wasting my time, tml going library with LTY my boyfriend she cliam. :D
And sunday mayb going watch back up plan with hee eng, Lty, priscilla.
Today i just thought of when was the last day since i make up go out, go town, buy clothes, watch movies, slack around. I have been lying in the bed all month i think.
My sickness slowly recovring, mayb i should have some fun after the exam.
Mother day coming, have you bought something for your mum ? (:

10april2010 (:

2010-04-09T21:55:00.000-07:00

Today is my grandma bday, had to go to her bday party later. It will be boring but still had to go no choice. Am so jealous with my friend she had fall in love a guy, make her so miriseble. Hmmm, dunno when is my turn my heart felt like blank nothing to aim nothing actually had for me to care I lost the feeling of make up go out, dresss well, speak well, eat well and now I am falling sick -.- vomit vomit fcuk discusting and nasty feeling. I can't eat oily food example like chicken rice after I eat I vomit already. Waste money some more, When to see doc still like that I hope I wun die so soon. (: btw 2 more days to my special day I can watch nc movies ahahaaa so happy. I felt like am a pig kept sleep sleep sleep weight 56kg and 166cm tall. Soo fatt ! I wish I would go for jogging session or something can make me move body. My body now like jelly no muscle at all. I had to go bath now going jp with my mum. Tata's

Lty and les

2010-02-28T06:10:00.000-08:00

Helloooo, today when out with yt (: today the sun was very angry super duper hot ! I kept nagging about it . And especially I wear the new shoes she bite my leg make me leg whole day very pain ! Roar... What a terrible day ): but times pass very money stupid Monday is just tml ! See those monster againn make me so siann. And stress about my test marks comfirm a FAIL luhs! And today Debbie told me next week go sentosa I was like ... ! The sun is f hot already dunno what degree, and I already very black Liao still sun tan become Indian lols, I ask her bring umbrella for me. And sun burn lotion. I hate it when it sun burn my shoulder will be very hot hot and red red den the skin will become fugly. Later going to call Kelvin at 11pm. His doing his dragon dance stuff lol. -.- meow meow meow I love tobby tan ! Weeee.. Talking to my self. Dot's ! Nighhtts

Hangout with hee eng today

2010-02-27T08:19:00.000-08:00

Hahaaa, what a day ! Bought alot of stuff counted cheap and nice make me broke ! Lols hand was red marks as it heavyy. When to my favourite place town area. Leg was cramp ! Hahas aftermath go jurong point watch dear John with hee eng , we talk alot alot about almost everything. I found one my person that I can talk to. Weee, sometime I felt lonly my msn was no one except my few friend who I din really talk much. People thought I got tun of friend but actually I don't. I talk alot of crap actually to make my friend laugh if I din say anything it will be boring/silent. What to do clown always a clown actually I din mind after all, just to see them smile. That what friend does (: miss those times we shared although just we two. But am happy to say I love to spent time with you as it not a waste. Nights tobby(: my fake bf name my schoolmate knows hhahhaa tobby

Pity my dearest Joanna ):

2010-02-26T04:45:00.000-08:00

Today after school when ichiban a treat from Priscilla (: thanks bud's ! Eat alot I order a fish set and a tuna sushi, damn full still got soft shell crab shared. My tummy come out already gosh ! When we gonna about to eat finish xinyi got a phone call from Wei Xuan said that Joanna play play and injuried her self fall down den her right or left leg swollen ! Zomg.. I at first thought they were joking but it real after that xy bel pris go hospital see Joanna. I can't go beacuse I going red hill with my mum. Hope my pity Joanna will recover real soon and come school on Monday.

You cant afford . . .

2010-02-24T04:40:00.000-08:00

Time's had change you need to grow up, study is more important
den into a relationship is not the right time for now.
N level is starting very soon. If you don't beck up on it you will cry on the
very day. Although you every time go to school it waste of your time if you don't know what teacher is teaching. Pay attention ! English & Math is the most important subject you cant afford to fail this two subject. No school will wan you if you fail, You can play play as much as wan after the N. You can ton all day as you wan,drink all the alcohol you never had taste. But now must eat well sleep well. Dun get sick and miss classes that you cant afford to.

Time are precious, treasure it. or you will regret (:

ps: STUDYYY !!!!

2010-02-24T04:18:00.000-08:00

thiangju was never before.